There's a Heartache Followin' Me

ray baker
sometimes they ask me if I'm really happy now
I say "sure I never loved her anyhow"
but inside I long for you
and the way it used to be
I look around and there's a heartache followin' me

I always say that I'm really glad you're gone
I even act like I never cared at all
but your memory lingers on
and I'm never really free
I look around and there's a heartache followin' me

I pawned my ring and everything
that tied me to the past
I say I never loved her
never meant for it to last
but I know it's just a game
and the loser's always me
I look around and there's a heartache followin' me